Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
*PeiSin♥
Hello, welcome to my blog ppl!
Peisin is my big name
who born on 8April,i wan my life to be come colourful
sometime feel tht no meaning in my life
i wan everything to be spaceful,and full of love
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
the person was playing the love to me!!remember the person????my friend ask her brother,play tht person,see him is good person or is play boy,then my friend brother play him,and say tht who person are you love now...he say NOPEE!!oh my godd,why i god wan let me know he????but anyway,do not care about noe or before,i nvr love him!!i just wan check wat is he thinking about,wan to play me or wat??but i know,HE IS PLAYING ME,he say it before,he will not play me,and he say if i with him in couple,he will not smoking agian!!all the bullshit!!!fcukk it!!i hate person who those be this,eps is boy,really very high to play a person
my other friend say,he very juan yi,and he will not hua xin...all the rubbish!!but i dun care anymore,i will not falled love in the boy like this...so cheap if acceppt he love....i wan going to die,when he say any sweet talk to me???haha!!!today,1st lesson is KH!!finish my project,and the stupid plus freaking lame,always M me and my friend.
when finish class tuition,then with friend took bus go to my friend house,hahaha,watching tv at her house,haha!!!my cousin walk round her home,i so worry her,hope she will all the best,and hoping her will safety back,godd help her lah pls!!!i was so confused,parent always blablabla i was cannot tahan alrdy,where are you going my lucky star???when i will be shine in my life??? who will colouring my life???who is the luckly number in my life????all then queation mark in brain!!thk my friend make me happy always:DDD BAN PEI SIN will be stay strong!!!
woow...go for school today..hahaha!!!ohya...i remember some thing,my eng pass but,not vert well just get 41,but i really try my best:D,haha,after leave school,dad send me go to eat lunch,actually wna stay back in today,but so fraking lame for stay back,so go back home,i and my friend go out the class without teacher allow,and teacher say if back to hoem,will......i dunno,but i know tomorrow i will finish hahah,and i reach home at 5pm pluss, tried and i take a nap in sofa...but not my house(dunno how to say),i'm just back home,buy nano white...mother always say me very wasted,and really very confused.Ytd night,could not sleep,until 2am plus just sleep,hope can sleep well in to night!dunno wat can say,hmmm....BYEEEEE
Sunday, June 14, 2009 || 6:27 AM
school reopen tomorrow!starting school life again!haha!!lol...change a new skin!!haha!!nice??? tht person still luv me...haizzz....why tht person wan luv me??i so confused...and he only wasting he time only!!hope he will not come to my school!nthg to post...okay ending posting now...and bye
gooooo out to find funnnnn
Saturday, June 13, 2009 || 3:07 AM
semantha is just back home!and feel super tried,and my leg was sooooo......okay,wake up so early today,and go to ivy house,and her aunt say our cloth vy over,like go dinner,she say now,very danger,later lied by some people,lol==anyway,i know tht mean.
after that,her aunt send we going th shopping central!!haha,we have our breadfirst，and then we go to shop,and i buy elicton facial wash!haha 18$$,then we go to ktv and have our sing world hahaha.....so cheap 8$ per person!!i sing many my favorites song!!wooow!!! so enjoy it!!!and then,we go to chicken rice shop!!waaaw!!so expensive lohhhh^^....lol==!! but anyway,and we go to thai kuang(popular)to buy some assement...wahahah,so cheapp,one bk 1$and i buy 3 bk and 1 pen!!!haha!!!!totally is 4.08,so cheap right???haha!!
actually,i wna to buy some cloth,and sun-glasses!but,all not match me....and i bring 100$ go shopping,i wasted the money above...hmmm 60$but mom only know me bring 50$$so horrible???i also dunno,nxt time i will ot do it again!okay,and i told the secret to chien shien!about th biy wan zhui me....pic!!!hahah!!she say she very......yakkkk,hahhahahaha!!!i deleted his pic and messg...hope he also can deleted my
NOT IN MOODLY NOW!! WILL GOING OUT WITH FRIEND TOMORROW^^ going to plan me own thing now,byee:DD
crossing love is not a true love
Thursday, June 11, 2009 || 8:16 AM
THIS SONG IS SPECAIL TO ME,THIS SONG REALLY IS A WONDERFUL SONGGG:DD Hundred thousands sorry if i hurt you!!today tht person calling me in th early morning!!he always wan me accept him....but i decline alrdy!lol==he always say he love me,and he call me 'laopo',and he also say me very cute!!and he say he very miss me!.and he ask me got miss him anot??i ofcouse say not lahh!!anywhere,he say he can cutting down he smoking,and exit the group of samseng,and he promise he will notme!!pls this all is FALSE,all the bullshit!!i willl not be naive and going to trust him!!i really scare he call in midnight!!i also super scare.when he calling in whatever time!!!!!!and he say he wan ME KISS HIM,i say not,than HE SAY HE KISS ME,if i dun wan miss him!lol==all is sweet talk!!geli right,i super hate,some boy who should be sweet talk boyyy....??and he very 'fan',always sms me!!!i cannot tahan alrdy!!!and he say,he wan 'zhui' me in this few weekkk???i think he alrdy give up to love me!!actually,i feel litter bit sad and happy!,haha i sot liao!i dunno wat happen?DID I FALL LOVE TO HIM????NOT!!!impossible!!!!actually,i decline him cause,he study until sec 2!!!okay,u are not wrong listen!!!really,he only study until sec 2!!!!and,he is AH BENG!!!wooow.....i will not love like tht's person!!!whatever!!and i tell my friend about this,she say better dun wan care him!!!i say if he came to our school,then i finish!!!she say,she 'jia pan' my bf?!huh????yeaaa!!!then,i say if like tht,i'm less you know??okay,i dun mind!!this only joking!!haha!!!okay,this is only a crssing love!not a true love!!hope he dun wan calling me and dun wan sms me!!!okay,i will be happy,cause got soome boy love me,haha!!!but this all is only a crossing!!!!now,i think i only love one person!!!
wooow!!!today got math tuition!hahaha!just back to home......today,i hang up a number,he is a boy,and he wan to know me?!funny right!?haha!!!dunno who give he my number,if i know who is tht i will kill them!!!!lol==!whatever,he say he 17years old!woow,big me 2 year!haha!!okay lahh,at least match!!haha!!!i dunno me love him or not,cause,i dunno him!!he stop school alrdy,he tell me!i really cannot control,and he always sms,okay,i dun mind!!he say wan call me at midnight!!!i say NOPEEE:DDD,mom will scold me!!and he always call me when i'm tuition!!!woohh!!!!!got LITTER BIT CONFUSED!!!haha!!!meet with my friend in this weekend!!!haha!so happy:))okok...ending post now!
the cat catch the mouse
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 || 6:24 AM
hope the heaven put down rain!!!!hoooo!!!!damndamndamndamn hot!!!the weather always buring me!!!alright,aunt came back today,haha!!!!my cousin buy the chocolate from whatever country!!!haha,lol,and some sweer from japan!!wooooo,tht was favorites!!haha!!!!okay i no point to post.....okay post until here!!okay...bye:DDD
PAST TENSE
Monday, June 8, 2009 || 7:36 AM
time check 11.00
will,done a zero in today,but i read my novel in a whole day,really wan drying in home,aunt will back tomorrow,alright,nope posting at midnight,i feel i have so many mistake in my life,so my life only getting simple!i always thinking NEGATIVE!!!conclusion;is NO MEANING IN MY LIFE,anyway,i think i will settle this matter!!!
i'm to be brave to mian dui anything!!!so,BAN PEI SIN WANT TO FIND HAPPY IN HER LIFE!!i care have person give comment or not,i know i post my blog for nthg?!haha!!lol==but tht person caring me,them will see my blog!!!and thk so much if any person visit my blogg:DD
hmm...any thing can say?!okay,i think me is a very tian zen's person!!haha!!but i wonder to know to what is LOVE!!tht character in tht novel,she was so stupid,she always waiting for her bf,but her bf was not care her about!!!and the boy i really dunno what is he thinking!!!the girl alrdy give him her first kiss and first night!!!???is novel is not a yellow novel or negative novel but anyway,tht just a story!!!
i hope i can have a wonderful first love,and the first love is my last love,okay posting until here,and wish me everyday will be good!!!i dun care wat happen at before....everything is to became P.tense,dun look at before,tht just a PAST TENSE!!
i have no point to post,and i done zero in a whole day....hais==,i dunno i love him or wat,maybe this is a amazing or wat,whatever lahh,i have not in good moodly now..this all thing very complex..okay bye:))
the most thing is my hero
Saturday, June 6, 2009 || 8:21 AM
you should be my hero!!alright,let continue my heart story,go out with parents today,and buy a novel,haha,i very boreddddddd in holiday!!!hope school faster reopen!!!today with webcam with joannn!!haha!!!wish her find a ner love life with her bf!!!haha!!!i have love a person now,but i dunno tht person got gf or not,and i also dunno tht is true love or not,i was so confused!!!
i dunno i love tht person or other one,why LOVE so confused to me???other people can very enjoy their love,but other was very sad,but some one will sacrifirce in love,ii will not think other thing now,only my homework!!!my brain now was veryyy mess!!!i dunno wat i'm think about!!!and my brain is all white!!
guess wat i done in a whole day???oh....i always sit infront my laptop and play lame thing!!!i dunno wat can i do?!i really wan revision but i dun have a mod!!!!wat is my life getting on???okay,just a simple life!will i find happy in my life???today i will go to bed lateee:))okay.let share something of me,actually i feel not meaning when i in my life,for before i really feel happy,cause parent always take are of me,but now i feel they so "fan"!!!and niw,i think then not care me more alrdy,dunno lahh,tht is wat i'm feel now.
do u all know tht,i wan to do something i like,they always not allow,excuse i not a baby now,my mama always think tht i'm a baby,i know sometime my mama do everything is good for me,but this was over alrdy,i a teeneger now,why anyhing i wan do for them,but they was not allow,i feel so unhappy,hurt in life,and they was not understand me,i feel tht no meaning in my life!!!!!!! and the thing is very basic alrdy,they also.....NOT ALLOW!!i really dunno wat is them thinking about???everything is like a mirror,can seen all the unhappy&happy thing!!!!i punish since for young,why a human being got FEELING????
day always go and go and go,and i also dunno i can live in this world how many years?sometime we dunno wat will happen...the best thing is "mian dui"!!!!okay,i'm post longggg now,end posttttt.....lastly;the brave is my here:DDD
stay in hoem in whole day,i veryveryveryvery bored in holiday!!!i think i will 'baobi' if i still stay in home!!!will,today pack my all primary 6 book!!and throw it!hahaha!!okay,let talk some my story,mama always not understand me!!she always say me dun wan revision,and she always scold me??wat wrong?i nvr do anything wrong!i really dunno,and i feel so confused!wat is my life getting????why my friend have a nice family??hais,my family really not understand me!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright,i think tht all is tempereally,hope heaven will help me!!!i really can find happy in my life???my life was so simple!!!could not see any colour in my life!just black&white!time always going so faster,my final exam PMR is around the corner!!!i was so worry!!!!i wan to jia you in my math and alllllll subject!!!!!i cannot fail in math again!!!!!i promise,i will not get fail in math again!!!jia jia you!!!!!i will try my best!!!
now,i wan going to have my pretty sleep now,hahaha!!!wish me have a good dream!!!!!okay
i wan end my pst now,if not,mama will scold me again.maybe going out with papa&mama in SATURDAY!!!!okay,is say byebye now......BYEEEEEEEEE
Tht all will become past tense,alright back to school for math class!eat breadfirst with IVY!will i'm here posting the night!!!just back from tuition!!feel tried lahh!!!And,i have a bad new here!! i fail in math!!!!!!!teacher like buring!!!!always scold people!!!!of couse lahhh,many people fail in ath mahh!!oh my godd,teacher scold me,she say dun wan think u is a Cinderella,and@#@$#%$!@@%$^i haven do any wrong!!!then she scold me,sot!!!!!!! dunno i fail in math!!!!but give me few time,i make sure my math will get B or C!!!i'm feel confused everday!!!! will,holiday is going to 5 day already!!!woow,geat!!!hope school faster reopen!!!cause,i wan sot liao,always like crazy,ghhhhhh~dunno any can post today!!okay i think nothing ot post!!okay!!!bye:))))end post....
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 || 4:22 AM
i'm now typing my story!!!today.mom go to to KL,in home with aunt!!!back to school tommorow! hais...my hair was not nice!!how??i wan my hair before!!but,just now,too late if i say tht i wan my hair before!!my mom promise me wan reborning for me!!hahah!!!!yeahh?!!!!but when my hair will like before longggggg????hope my hair will fast longggg!!!!haha!!!!!
okay,today ned sleep early,cause tomorrow ned go back to school!!oh goddd!!my math result!!!i very worry my math result!!!hais!!!hope will pass lohh!!!i have a simple holiday!!i'm so sian!!!my wire wan sot liao!!!!always sot infront my laptop!!and nothing to do!!actually this school holiday is for nothing!!better then i go to school!!!cause,in home i really dunno wat can i do????revison??tuition???online???
okya,i dunno wat i post!!!!i really not in good mood!!!!feel sleeply&tried!!!and i hope tommorow my life will be colourful!!!!and got many thing to do!!!ohya,i go to tuition math tommorow!!!!lol==:)end post
Monday, June 1, 2009 || 6:04 AM
i'm not in mood today&ytd!!!!do you know why,wat happen ytd i haven posting???i have voilent punishment in ytd!!!!!!my mom punish me ytd,okay i'm here is all the best!!!but ytd i was sooooooooooo!!!SAD!!!!and i'm serious crying!!!tht all i wan to thk my kpc aunty!!!!she was give me a big punishment!!all i wan thk her!!!!!!at tht time,i better going to die!!!if i die everything will not 'fa sheng!but i'm okay now!!!
i play my basket ball today in 3.oopm plus,thk weather is windy!!!!!haha!!!i cut my hair today!!have a new style!!haha!!!but i cry when finish cutting!!!couse,my longgg hair become short hair!!!haissss........dunno lahh!!!maybe back school in WED???OHNO!!!!!!my hair now then how can i go out with my friend?????oh my god!!!!of i know will like this,i better dun wan cutting my baobei hair!!!!
this holiday,i was bored in home!!!!ned revision,tuition.......this holiday really not for me!!!!i have no way to go any place!!!!!but i will find time go out with my freind!!!!i wan to find happy in my life!!!if i still like this,i will baobi in anytime!!!hais......i everyday sit infront my laptop,and go so many website!!!and find so many lame thing to do!!!!!i except go to my blog,then i have no way to web to go!!!!okay, i will spend time to revision!!!maybe WED will go tuition!!!!star my new math tuition!!!!!!okay....end post:DDD
