“life will be better in spring”

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hellohellohello!!

semantha is here!!!
haha!!!!
i'm happy now??
no!!!i usually have
my own unhappy thing!!
i have my own family probelm
in my heart story!
actually,is not family probelm!!!
mom not allow me everything!!
i did not feel any fredom i my life!
is a freaking lame life!!!
my life are getting boring!!
my family always not trust me!
always say;i'm talk a lie!!
i was so on burning talking about this!
if not trust me,
i go out this house better!!
i was so unhappy in my house
anybody now??
sometime i cry in my room
one person!!!
my both family was dunno!!!!
always say my friend is bad person!!
cannot be friend!!
wat the stupid excuse???
i really dunno wat are they thinking about!!!
they haven heard my explain;
i was not any meaning in this house any more
they was not understand me!!!
i dun wan say anymore!!!
i reallyreally 'fan'!!


remember tht person i love??
no!i usually not love him anymore!!
i was so easy to give up love him!!
why i will do like tht???
i also dunno!!!
i'm so 'fan' now!!!!
i dunno wat can i do!!!
i promise myself,
i cannot love him!!!
tht person i love already have his lover!!!
if i still love him;
i will became a 3th love
i cannot do this;
tht person lover is my friend!!
i was so shellfish!!
who can tell me how to do??
have a love angle in this galaxy!?

i feel myself i'm chaging to became a bad girl!!
actually,not join a group bad girl,
is myself!!
i think i have a adult thinking already!
hais...
i dunno lahh!!!
i have to think wan going to die before!
but just now,
i not thinking like tht!!!
okay,post longer already!
i'm going to be okay!!!
dun worry!!!
i'm okay!!!
bye people!!!
hope u all have a good day!!
**semantha**